Saturday, April 4, 2009

So much to say...

...and none of it is nice or happy. So I'll just keep it simple and to the point.

I cannot wait to get the hell away from this place. I've officially decided that I will never live here long-term again. If my husband decides to stay on (and he's crazy if he does, but I'm starting to think that maybe he is rather's that whole doing the same things over and over again thing...), then I will only be with him when he's not here.

I can't take the toxicity and negative crap anymore. One of us has to keep our head and stay clear of that stuff, and I'm determined that it will be me if it can't be both of us.


  1. I am really sorry that you are going through such hard times. You are in my thoughts.